1. |
My Old Friends
03:28
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Lately I’ve been feeling lost
My minds
Made up
My bags are packed
I’m gone
And leaving this town
I’ve been feeling so afraid
Of losing time and wasting all my youth
On being young
I ain’t talking ‘bout
The way that things been goin’ dear
I’ve been thinking ‘bout
The future every day
There’s a part of me
That always wants the answers
I should just try
Living in the moment for a change
Take me out to see the country
My old friends in western massachusetts know
It’s the only place i’ve ever called home
I ain’t talkin’ bout the way that things been goin’ dear
I’ve been thinking bout my constant need to change
Every month it seems
I’m wearing different outfits
And my fashion sense
Reflects my mental state
Take me out to see the country
My old friends in Western Massachusetts thrive
I want to live a simpler life
I ain’t talkin’ bout
The ways that things been shapin’ up
I’m just trying
Not to lose myself most days
I’m delusional if I think there’s an answer
Round the corner
If it’s there
It’s miles away
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2. |
Day Plan
03:46
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Go on get going with your day plan
I’ve been up early looking forward
To the time when I get home
Most evenings
I’m fine talking to myself
She fits in
Regardless
That this one bedroom apartment
Don’t hold much
And if you asked me to tell you
Why I don’t believe in
A goddamn religion
And all that might mean well
I’m learning that deep down
I don’t trust myself so
What good would
A god do now
I told my neighbor I was lonesome
Pete it’s been half-hearted
That i’ve tried to set up my furniture
To seem like
A grown ass man lives here
I’m pretending to try
But I don’t really care
And if you asked me to tell you
Why I don’t believe in
A goddamn religion
And all that might mean well
I’m learning that deep down
I don’t trust myself so
What good would
A god do now
And I don’t like myself much
These days
I’m trying not to think ahead so much
And let these things play out but
My anxiety
Won’t let me sleep
Won’t let you leave
And if you asked me to tell you
Why I don’t believe in
A goddamn religion
And all that might mean well
I’m learning that deep down
I don’t trust myself so
What good would
A god do now
Go on get going with your day plan
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3. |
Beauty Queen
03:13
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Beauty Queen
She was my whole October
That girl I never saw coming
Think she might be my drug
I was basically sober
Six months
A year I could’ve gone
But her eyes shoot me up with something
And i didn’t think that i would fall this hard
My god this girl
This beauty queen she knows
That I
Can’t breathe
Her hold
On my neck
My shoulders, arms and back,
She plays me like a tambourine
And I don’t think she means
To be that mean
And i just try to remember
My heart don’t match what my head knows
She drives me more
Then half wild
Stayin’ up past my bedtime
They say no good comes from late nights
I should go home
Go to sleep
Stop talkin’ but
I didn’t think that i would fall this hard
My god this girl
This beauty queen she knows
That I
Can’t breathe
Her hold
On my neck
My shoulders, arms and back,
She plays me like a tambourine
And I don’t think she means
To be that mean
You’ve got a long way to go until you figure this out
I’m really trying not to lose myself
You’re all the wrong kind of trouble
Got me so full of doubts
I’m really trying not to lose myself
And you’re a whole lot of messy
So i’m just bowing out
I’m really trying not to lose it
I’m trying not to lose it
I’m trying not to lose it
Now
My god this girl
This beauty queen she knows
That I
Can’t breathe
Her hold
On my neck
My shoulders, arms and back,
She plays me like a tambourine
And I don’t think she means
To be that mean
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4. |
Give It a Try
03:58
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Give It a Try
There she is
A masterpiece
My mona lisa
In real life
But she don’t have a clue
Bout’ what she wants
It’s killing me to stand and wait
With strangers who just want to take
Your picture
Never lowering their phones
So give it a try
Give it a try
Give it a try
Look her in the eye
Her in the eye
Give it a try
I didn’t even know her name
That girl behind the painting seemed so distance
Pretty clear that she’s a mess
That back and forth the push and pull
It drives me up the wall but still
She makes me crazy
Day to day
I don’t know how she feels
So give it a try
Give it a try
Give it a try
Just tell me goodbye
Tell me goodbye
Tell me goodbye
Every part of me still wishes that
You felt the way i do
But you don’t
So i’m doing you a favor
Walking myself out the door
If you won’t
There she is a masterpiece
She’s hard to get to know but she’s
Not just another painting on the wall
I’m not the only one who sees it
Fighting crowds for her to notice me
And it’s not healthy so
I think i’ll move along
And give it a try
Give it a try
Give it a try
Getting on with my life
On with my life
I’ll give it a try
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5. |
Met on the Internet
04:16
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